Between life and death by lulu-illussions, literature
Literature
Between life and death
again and again on my knees
broken by those who should help me stand
not sad nor happy in this life
forgotten
fallen
and getting up
again
again and again
every time
after every fall
more determined to keep standing
more desperate to avoid another
fall
depression doesn´t hurt
it´s beyond limits of sadness
beyond any other feeling known by mam
why?
being alive is too hard
there are easier ways around
why to stand up after fall?
standing
stubbornly holding on worthless things
patiently crying when no one hears
broken pieces glued together
by what?
life
effort testing limits of strength
buying time to find mor